I am in a no good, very bad mood today. I think in part because of hormones and in part because I taught an all-day class yesterday, the last couple hours of which were pure hell. One of me, 25 of them, all trying to create and enter educational plans into a system that was locked up and refusing to cooperate. After consulting with my supervisor, I finally just had them turn in their plans on paper and spent much of this morning entering them into the system myself.
Then, my "housemate" (technically my housemate but more like landlord, as he never stays here) J, stopped by completely unannounced. I realized he tried to send a text 10 minutes before that didn't go through. But, regardless, it's like he doesn't register my feelings; like they don't matter. He bursts in the front door with his partner, yelling "HELLOOOO" in a really boisterous way, with lots of energy that he doesn't reign in, even when he sees that I am sitting at the table working (unshowered, in grungy sweats) and am clearly caught off guard. Then he keeps bustling around the house being bossy and directive and not listening to me. Grrrrr!
I feel sooo tired and depressed. Definitely not in the mood for this housewarming party we are having this evening. Maybe I should go work out; that might help. I have had an injured/out of place shoulder/upper back injury since before Thanksgiving, so haven't been working out. It has slowly been improving, and I think I could go today. Either that or take Zoey on a long walk. Something to try and rise out of this run down funk.