So. As you guys know, I am not currently ttc, and the possibility of ever doing that again in a realistic way is uncertain. At my age, the way that would look would involve donor eggs. Right now, the priority is S getting through treatment and recovering from his illness. He is done with the first round and surgery will likely be at the end of January or beginning of February. It will be nice to have a respite over the holidays.
Despite all this, and somewhat remarkably I think, during the last couple months, we have been sexually active and consciously not preventing any sort of miraculous conception that might have an ever so slight chance of occurring. Basically, both of us would be happy if this miracle should transpire. This last cycle, I feel something happened along those lines and then stopped. Here are the main signs below... what do you think?
1. The main sign was light spotting and cramping at around 8 dpo for just a half a day or so, which then totally stopped.
2. I was unusually moody for a significantly longer and more intense period.
3. I experienced sinus headaches the days prior and then a huge tension headache on Thanksgiving, along with slight nausea.
4. My period came in really weird with light spotting and no cramping after sex, which then totally stopped for another day before my period slowly began.
I know how low the odds are, but part of me still can't help hoping. And I am giving that part of me a little bit of room to have fun, but this month I got a little too attached and was bummed when it ended. :-(