4/15/2019

Pregnancy Update #6 - amended re gender!

Amendment: Until I received your comments asking about the gender change, I completely forgot I had not posted about that yet! I had written to friends and made FB posts, but I forgot to update my blog! So sorry!

Yeah, based on genetic NIPT testing, it turns out Pudge is a girl. 😬 The best I can figure out, SneakPeek was contaminated or something. RC was in the room and, although it was very clean,  I didn’t bleach the testing surface, so maybe that was enough. It was embarrassing reannouncing to some of my family. But we are so excited that it balances out! After three boys from his previous life, he finally has his girl. And as I’ve shared, I did see myself being mom to a girl, but had adjusted and was really happy with a boy, too. I loved Pudge as a boy, and I love her as a girl.

Sorry for taking you along on our path of confusion. We are now hard at work coming up with girl names after we’d already reached a short list for a boy. But we are happy and excited and are fully in love with our girl now!
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Overall, my emotions are a bit less intense the last week or so; yay!

I did burst into tears yesterday when we got back to the car after church due to a build up of emotions from a really sore/seized up neck muscle and just the required focus and attention to listen to the service and while socializing afterwards with a very chatty woman. It still surprises me when it happens, this bursting into tears thing. It's quite a foreign experience and catches me off guard. I will say it provides relief and a release of pent up emotions and stress. RC was quite sweet, asking if I was okay and helping to relieve some of the muscle pain with pressure and massage.

Overall, I'd say I'm less reactive and crabby but still have some extra energy and anxiety circulating. Recently, I have noticed I can become overly focused on my family and their reactions, or more commonly their lack of reactions. For example, my Dad still won't really engage with talking about the pregnancy, though he's not being negative either. I think he's still wrapping his head around it. My sister won't respond to my texts many times and is not inviting us to my niece and nephew's ball games, even though I've asked her to several times.

A couple of days ago, though, I decided that I want and need to focus on my/our own life/lives and moving forward on finding activities and relationships that engage us and make us happy here in Oregon. We need to build our own lives, basically, and worry less about being included in other people's. Does that make sense? It feels right, anyway, even though I doubt I will stop wanting to connect more with my family.

More baby news...We had an Obgyn appointment a few days ago, and the doctor easily heard Pudge's heartbeat nice and loud on the doppler. I was surprised when she told us that the top of the uterus is at least halfway up to my belly button; much higher than I thought it was! We discussed me transferring to the Maternal Fetal Medicine doctor after my next appointment on May 1st, and I feel comfortable with that. It just makes sense considering their expertise and availability. They can respond to any issues if, God forbid, they arise.

We also listened to Pudge on our at-home doppler yesterday and I found her hearbeat MUCH more easily. So fun! I love having the option to listen and get reassurance if needed. So far, we are only using it once or twice a week. I can't wait until I can feel her moving in there!

If you have experienced pregnancy, do you remember when you first felt the baby move? I have heard a wide variety of timelines, from 13 or 14 weeks to 16 to 18 weeks. I am 13 weeks four days today, so I know it's still early. As with so many other milestones on this journey, I have to practice my patience. 😄

We are in high gear on the baby name search! Still in expanding and eliminating mode and have not yet arrived at a "short list." We will likely include my birth mom's middle name Lynne, however, regardless what first name we land on. I am having a lot of fun with this process and do a little more research and reflection every day. A name is a big deal, I think, and deserves a lot of thought. :)

10 comments:

  1. Re: movement, I didn't start to feel it until about 15 weeks or later. It was much less noticeable with my first because my placenta was anterior, so I think that cushioned a lot of the blows from baby! lol It really is the most amazing feeling, though. You're going to love it!

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    1. Okay, thanks, Jenny. I have an anterior placenta, too. 14 weeks tomorrow so 15 weeks isn't too far off. 😊

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  2. Glad to know the pregnancy is going well. You mention "her heartbeat"...I thought you were having a boy. Did I miss something? I have not been up with reading blogs for a couple of weeks.

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    1. No you didn’t. I just forgot to share what happened! I added it in an addendum to the post. 😊💕

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  3. Wait...I thought it was a boy?

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  4. Anterior here too. I felt movement at 19 weeks.

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    1. Okay, thanks, Paula. Still waiting over here. 🙂

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  5. I have just been catching up with your blog over the last few days. I can only imagine what a switch it must be to go from thinking you're having a boy to finding out it's actually a girl! Exciting either way!
    I'm glad things are progressing well with the pregnancy and I hope it continues to go well.
    Good luck with the name hunt!

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  6. Congrats on girl! I found girl names to be much easier than boy names but my sister was the opposite. Lol I had initially guessed girl based on the heart rate but knew that wasn't an exact science method so didn't question your first results. I'm so glad you are doing well. There is a FB page for moms over 40 of young kids and babies. It's a very supportive group. You can email me if you'd like the link.

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    1. Interesting, yes the heartbeat was on the high side. 😊 I have definitely enjoyed looking for girls names. Yes, I would like to know about the FB page for moms over 40...I will try and email you.

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