Too scared to pee, on a stick...
I don't know why I can't rally the motivation to pee on a stick. What is my problem? I think I know it will be negative. I just can't face, the mean white space! I gave blood for the Beta, but the didn't call me back by the end of the day. :( So, I guess I'm taking a couple more doses of progesterone for no reason.
Here's why I think it's over:
- I've been lightly cramping and spotting (brown and light pink) all day.
- Every other cycle I've spotted on, the spotting has turned to a full flow.
- My boobs are not sore anymore.
- I don't have any other major signs (except my temp staying up, but that's due to the progesterone, right?)
I should get a call by 9 or 9:30 tomorrow and will let you know as soon as I hear.
or maybe I'll pee on a stick...
but probably not.
p.s. A nurse was mean to me earlier today (not super mean but curt, and in my sad state it felt really mean), but it was good because it made me cry hard and I needed to cry hard.