I wrote this on Thursday evening but didn't finish the post:
I was reading a blog post while driving in slow, stop-and-go traffic today and gently tapped the car in front of me. Whoops! Lesson learned! No damage to either car, thank goodness.
I'm done with the school year, yay!!! Finished up our fourth and final school today. The kids gave presentations based on their career research paper. Or many of them did anyway. I was pleased overall with the level of participation. In only one class did I have to really work to cajole them to get up and speak. So much so that I was doing cartwheels. Actual cartwheels. I convinced two additional people to get up and speak with that reward. Not sure why it was so exciting. I guess you don't see a teacher do cartwheels in the classroom everyday. :-)
It's now Saturday.....
...and I'm so loving sitting in the sun on the deck right now. Feeling very happy. Just got off a super-fun Sk.ype call with a guy, T, who lives in the U.K. OMG, he's so cute. And not just in terms of looks, but his whole personality. We talked about all kinds of things, from international travel, to spirituality, to what makes up chemistry between people, to living in community, to alternative economies. It was awesome! And we both said that we found it unusually easy to talk to one another. We made arrangement to check in tomorrow and maybe talk before I go to bed, which would be 7 a.m. his time. He told me about the "Ringing Cedars" book series. Have any of you read this series? I want to get a hold of it.
Grateful to be done teaching and also to find out that I will have work through the college counseling office through the summer. At least enough to get by. I also applied for two other part-time jobs: SAT (and other) tutoring for Com.pass, which sounds like a good company, and International Student Coordinator with a local, private high school. I'm not sure how the hours work out for the latter one, as the ad said I would be paid $700 per student but detailed many different stages of working with them and their families. I hope I land one of these!
Regarding this cycle, I think I'll probably go ahead. Once again, dating is making me question my choices (what if it works out with him? what if we want a child together?), but I think I'll still take the leap. Many "signs" seems to be encouraging me, including all the donated medication I've received, and the support that has recently surfaced from a couple of women I know. One woman from my dance community actually wants to be a co-parent. I haven't quite wrapped my head around that, yet, but she also said she would love to be a "special aunt," so that's great. Another woman who collaborated with me on my recent Transition workshop asked me today whether I had "aunts" lined up, and also if I was interested in intentional community. She's a super cool lady, and I would love to have her in my and my child's life!
Finally, I had a fundraising idea to host a "Fun and Games Fertility Night," where I would facilitate theatre games (people could also watch), and we could also play board games, snack, and talk. I would ask a donation range. I put the idea out to some of my women friends. The one response was awesome, and I'm waiting to hear from the others. I could potentially raise a few hundred to a thousand dollars, which would definitely help.
After my injection refresher last week, I feel confident and ready to go on that front! My cycle is due to start in the next couple of days...